"Crazy Got Nothin' On Her"

Hello.
I didn't think this would happen, but I am having trouble with writing a blog post. It's not because I have nothing to say, but because I have SO MUCH that I want to say and sort out in my head, but I want it to come out in a nice flowing way that makes sense. I don't want to say anything and then the next day be like, "Oh I take that back..." or, "crap I should have worded that a bit differently to sound better."
Also, it feels like once I've published something, that it is automatically permanent. Not the post, but the thoughts in my head. I have so many different ways of looking at things and perspectives I don't want to post something one way and then be like, "Oh..." (<--- very descriptive reaction.)
I guess I'm just a little nervous of my thoughts being official? Gah, it is silly I know. I don't want to say I am a perfectionist, because I don't want to post something and have it be crap even though I tried really hard... I'm more of a good-enough-for-me-ist. Which, sometimes can be me setting the bar real high, or having it just thrown on the ground.
No, I would never just put the bar on the ground. That's no fun to play limbo with. But you know what I'm trying to get at anyway. Well, I guess I mean, "I" know what I'm trying to get at since I'm pretty sure I'm the only one who will be reading these. Isn't that paradoxical?
That is totally the wrong word for that context, but it just sounds cool so I'm going to leave it there.
I know what I meant and that's all that matters :)





I just realized that you can edit your posts after you've published them. And am doing so as I type. STILL. I don't like the idea of being like, "Tada! Done!" *Publish post* and then what if I don't think it's good enough?
I don't know if this is even making sense to me anymore, I should just shut up and do some studying.
Moral of the story: get your thoughts together before you say or write anything so that you're not stuck with part of a sentence and not being able to finish it.